Photographs ( The Reunion ) ... PART II

I had an ear-full of laughter yesterday, It was a tiny reunion of sorts. I miss my old friends a lot, but as they say, ' absence makes the heart grow fonder ! '.

Aziemah planned for all of us to meet at Sungei Wang Plaza around 2pm. However, she told me to be there by 12pm, forgetting that she had changed the time! Luckily she informed me seconds before I left the house. Being Malaysians, everyone was fashionably late ! But not me ! I was so early, I had to kill time by walking in circles in the plaza, dodging countless couples everywhere, I felt like punching, kicking and shooting everyone of em' ( BANG! BANG! ) ... poor me !

After meeting Aziemah at the Monorail station, we walked to the entrance, and then I was attacked from behind with a huge hug from Fariza, whilst Buzzy just walked along ( well ... Buzzy and I have seen each other enough around school this year ! ), ignoring the fact that everyone was having a group hug.

We all decided that the plaza was too crowded and too boring, so off we went to Times Square ( which is almost a stone's throw if you know all the shortcuts ! ) ... We forced Abriza to meet us there ( eventhough she was forbidden by her mom to step in there ! ... it's a long story ... ) .

I missed Abri a lot ! I missed her sarcasm ! I missed her boisterous laugh ! I missed how we used to agree to almost everything ! ...

Ok, in short, admist shopping , waiting to break fast, and taking tons of photos, there were lots of laughing amongst all of us ... We all talked about anything and everything ! We missed each other so DAMN much !!!

In some ways, I miss my old school ( SBS ) ... we had so much fun together ...

At least there's Deepavali to look forward for tomorrow ... I bet I'll have as much fun as yesterday ...

Friends, God's gift of love . *sounding a bit sentimental aren't I ?* Hahaha ... !

-Happy Deepavali !!!-

-conRad-

Photographs . . .

Yesterday was our last day of school for this year, eventhough, I'll be going back on the 8th till the 11th for extra classes. It was a very relaxed day. A day when I felt at peace. Everyone banded together as one, each silently wishing each other happy holidays. Funny how the last day of some situation brings people together. I was lucky enough to watch a few miracles unfold in front of my eyes ( I'll refrain from mentioning ).

Sonia had planned to go out for a movie later in the day ... We wanted to watch Tim Burton's Corpse Bride. It was an OK movie. I loved the songs, even if some of it were totally pointless ( Thus is the fate of a musical, as every 'little thing' turns into a song ). It was a good day.

A really good day ... for a few tears to fall ( in the taxi on the phone with my mom, which, only the geekbitches would understand! ) ... and a few blastings of laughter ... to reminisce into the past ... and to know where you stand in the hearts of others ... it was a good day ...

Buzzy, I'll miss you ... Sonia, I'll kiss you!

-conRad- it was a good day ...

Film Star For A Day! Changed Teen For A Lifetime!

Coping with my new responsibilities would take quite sometime, however, I think I'm getting the hang of things ... No doubt I'll have a few bumps, but everything will be fine as long as I don't get too worked up about it ! ( Yeah Right ! )

Getting worked up about stuff is what makes me, ME ! ... I guess from this, some may be able to deduce that I will be, after all, staying in Form 6 ... Not out of my own wish of course ! But out of my parents wishes ! ( more like threats and force ) ...

I hope I'm not 'in over my head' as there are many posts that I hold in school ... Luckily Buzzy and I have devised backup plans!, So as the work does not pile up ! ... Now lets hope it works !!!

Today was BTP's ( I forgot what the B stands for but the last two words are Television Pendidikan ) film shoot ! Everything was surreal ... I felt queasy yet excited !? Weird ! The first shooting was on Pn.Vasantha only ... Later, the second shoot was for us ( the students who will talk and present their ideas ) ... This shoot was the hardest ! Almost everyone had forgotten their lines, some had to take a second shot ( but nothing more .. quite professional I must say ! ) ... I had a few parts to talk , but the hardest was the debate with Shantini ! I fumbled my words in the first shot ! Thank God !, I was able to save a bit of what was lost ( the main idea of the debate ) ...

The third shooting was the funniest, we had to repeatedly raise our hands and then put them down, then we had to repeat the words "Yes" and "Death", we also had to clap for no reason and nod our heads as though we were listening to something very interesting eventhough the whole class was silent ! Not only that, we were also asked to smile a lot until our faces hurt, and to add salt to a wound, we were asked to laugh for no funny reason until our faces ached and our tummies hurt ! ... Now, that's acting !

As everything ended for us, Pn.Vasantha still had to be shot ( No ! Not shot dead !!! ) in an interview ! ... Overall, it was quite a fantastic experience ! Not bad at all !

I guess that's all the documentation I can muster for now ...

-conRad-

Y ?

Why, when given two paths, man make a million-billion walkways ?

Or Why, when there was Eden, man still wanted more ?

Why, when something is free, we take with greed ?

Or Why, when a choice was made, it was discounted ?

Why, when people suffer, we pretend to care ?

Or Why, when problems arise, we turn to God ?

Why, we always ask, but never give ?

Or Why, when I cry, I cry again ?

Why, when time flies, we stay ?

Or Why, when look, they stare ?

Why we love, yet hurt ?

Or Why bother ?

Why ask ?

Why !?

?

-conRad-

* -Untitled- *

... Couldn't Come Up With An Appropriate title !? ...

Yesterday was a Saturday ! What did I do on a Saturday that was yesterday ? Well to my parents, they would've thought I went for my Maths tuition ! However, in reality, I was at a Multi-purpose Hall in Bandar Tasik Selatan. Why you may ask ? You see, I was there because Sonia and I were the hosts for Tadika Sri Selatan's ( a kindergarten ) Annual Concert ... The previous night, Sonia asked for my help, and so, we discussed what SHE should say and do but somewhere in the middle of our conversation, I offered to co-host with her ! She loved the idea ! And that's how she and I ended up doing that hosting job ... but my parents should never find out ...

So, I reached Bandar Tasik Selatan on time, and as always, something bad happens ... I took the wrong overhead bridge ! Which meant that Sonia had to do a lot of searching to find me ... I was like a deer strolling into a village ( an old Malay proverb ) ... After about 15 minutes, she found me and we realised we were late !!! ... As soon as we reached the hall, everything had to begin ... Sonia and I got into our serious/professional mode for about 30 seconds and then, like total psychos, we laughed !

Anyways, before we started, we were informed that the hosting should be done in both English and Malay ... We freaked for about 1 minute ... I decided to do the introduction in Malay and then Sonia and I would take turns hosting in both languages ... ( a very complicated system that we devised yet it worked out fine ! * Phew* ) ...

After a few hiccups in the beginning, and a few mispronounced names , we got the hang of it and ploughed our way through ... Before we knew it, everything ended smoothly ... And we got money out of it too ... ( we did decline to take it but the principal was adamant on us getting paid ... Oh well ! more money for me ... no more being broke ... )

Soon after that, we ( meaning Sonia, Shamelan and I ) headed to Times Square to watch a movie ... haven't seen any movies in ages ...

We were so hungry, we ate at the ' Thai Nudle House and Cafe ' *notice the serious spelling mistake* ... well acually ... that is the real name of the restaurant ! . The food was great and the prices were eye-popping ! ... We bought tickets to watch Sky High but missed the starting of the movie because someone had over slept and was late ( Buzzy !!! ) ... The movie was fun to watch but the plot was laughable ( *WARNING - SPOILERS AHEAD !* Heroes and Sidekicks turning into babies was the Archenemy's plan ??? What was she thinking ??? ) ... for about 10 minutes, we all stood in the middle of nowhere and was deciding on what to do next ? I persuaded Sonia to take sticker photos ( a photo booth that takes our photos with cool background add-on's and turns them into stickers ! ) of ourselves ... we had a ball of fun posing for the camera !!!

So... after the all of that, I wanted to go home, I had church later and I didn't want to rush home ! ... I went to church , came back home with packets of ' Beef Ball Noodles ' for dinner , and later went to the night market ( pasar malam ) to buy late night snacks and pirated VCD's ( It's wrong to buy pirated stuff ... who cares ? I don't ! ) ... I needed to catch up on the movies that I missed ...

I had a small movie marathon ( okay, so two movies don't count as a marathon ... ! ) ... I watched Herbie Fully Loaded and Charlie And The Chocolate Factory , both good movies ! CCF was a dark comedy but lovable nonetheless ...

Nothing happened today at all ( Sunday ! ) ... The most exciting thing ? ... getting a miss-call from an unregistered number on my handphone ( just happened 10 seconds ago whilst typing this ! ) ... I was supposed to tell my Dad today about my change of heart ... ( the one about leaving STPM, but my mom said it wasn't a good time ... When will it ever be ? ) ... perhaps tomorrow then, ... *sighs*

C ya ! :p

-conRad-

Oops ! I Did It Again !

Saw this link on Ben's blog, and i decided to try it out ... Help me figure what I should study and all ... I usually believe in first try's ... and the outcome is shown below ...

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

However, my second try ( shown below ) lead me to a different path yet somewhat similar to the previous result ... I am pleased to see that what I want to do tallies along to this results ( eventhough I am very sceptical about these tests ! )

You Should Get a PhD in Liberal Arts (like political science, literature, or philosophy)

You're a great thinker and a true philosopher.You'd make a talented professor or writer.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

*thinking and falls off chair *

* sore buttocks ! *

Aiyah ! I know the links don't work ! I'm to lazy to correct them ... Try going on to Ben's blog and click on his link ... ! I'm so tired ... !

-conRad-

Pure Venom Fills My Edge Of Reason !

I feel resentful and bitter ... It always takes one idiot of a shit-head to piss me off and ruin my mood ... after an uneventful day in school, I decided to stay back and accompany Sonia and Shamelan ... Sonia had to go off for her prefects orientation and so, Buzzy, Rubana, Poo and I kept Shamelan company ... we wanted to eat ... Rubana and I were so hungry ... With the guidance from an idiot, we walked all over Samping and suddenly the 'idiot' finally decided to eat in Times Square ! I wasn't very keen on that idea but still followed ...

This 'idiot' started his/her nonsense by picking on everything I do ... and just like the typical 'Conrad' that I am ... I kept quiet or brushed it off with a joke or insult ... but this "idiot" never seemed to know when to stop ... !

I hate people who look down on others just because their different ! I say 'Fuck You' ! Nobody has the right to judge ! You're not better than me ! Asshole !

To make matters worse ( not the fact that I met Li-Shia, I like Li-Shia ... She's cool ) ... as I was finally heading home , I met Li-Shia ... I decide to have a chat with her ... at least she got me to forget about my troubles and cool down ... ( see, I told you I liked her ! ) ... but she told me something that made me even more depressed ( she didn't know I was depressed ... I made it seem like everything was peaches and cream ! ) !!! ... She was heading home late today because she had gone for a movie audition !!! I didn't know the auditions ( held in my school, V.I ) were open to Indian guys ... I thought it was only for petite Chinese girls !!! ( I assumed it was open to them only, because I thought it was the requirement after reading Denise's blog )... no offence Denise ? ... it was my fault, I misinterpreted it ! ... stupid me !

Yet again, I have lost the opportunity to audition for this kind of things ... Last year, my name was sent in for an audition which was held in my school for ASTRO ( Malaysia's satelite TV ) ... as fate may have it, the interviewers never came on the proposed day ... Why does it seem like I am doomed to never go for an audition ??? ... Ugh ! The frustration !

Why ? Why ? Why ? ... that's the question playing in my head ... Shitla !

* ( not in a very good mood now ) *

-conRad- ... shitla !

Espacio !

Practicals ! Practicals ! Practicals ! Ugh ... this was what I was thinking on the way to school ... I was worried that I would not have enough time to finish my bio practical and on top of that, do the chemistry practical Later in the day ...

The chemistry practical turned out to be fine ... unlike Denise who was behind time and got the rusty bunsen burner, I instead, was ahead of time and got a bunsen burner that, when lighted and used for awhile, the fire would just blow off !!! How frustrating !!! Especially when your heating a solution and all the thermometre shows is 30 degrees !!! ( because I hadn't realised that the fire was put out ... ) and was stirring a stupid solution that wasn't heating at all !!! ... much to Bee Leng's amusement ... But nothing compared to the humour of Jik Kum trying to titrate a solution without any indicator ... He looked so serious, waiting for a change that was never going to happen ... HaHaHa ... the same mistake that Shook Yee once made !

Later in the day ... I wanted to see the school's counselor ( so I skipped Maths class ... I don't understand anything anyway ... ) with Shiqin ... after having some frustrating moments in class , we headed off to the counseling room and to our great displeasure, ... the counselor wasn't there and so we both decided to "hang" there ( which was like the whole of Maths period !!! ) ...We didn't really care ... I had quite a good chat with Shiqin ... found out about some stuff that I shouldn't really be sharing ( Hah ! me and my big mouth ! ) ...

So now ... back at home ... I wasted time and watched TV and surfed the net ... aaaahhhh... as Mr.Kali would say ... " I'm in the holiday mood already " ... can't wait for Deepavali, I wanna go out ... been kept in the house too long ... !

-conRad-

A Thank You Frenzy ... ???

What a dull day ... In the morning it started raining just as I was waking up ... as I was getting ready for tuition, I thought that the heavy downpour would definitely be a good excuse to skip tuition ( you see ... this is because I have quite a distance to walk to get to the tuition centre ) ... and it was a good excuse ! ...

What I needed today was a stress-free environment ... For once I managed to not worry about anything ... I like this feeling ... Today was the day that my mind was clear ...

• I wasn't frustrated
• I wasn't angry
• I wasn't ... anything !

I had no display of emotions ... weird ... but relaxing ... it's like getting a free massage or like sitting in a jacuzi ( I forgot how to spell this word ... I'm not sure if it's right ??? ... shameful ... )

It's been a very x2 dull day ( I mean outside ... the weather ) ... and everything inside ( inside of me ) was put to rest ... every doubt ... every pain ... every stressed organ ! .... just put to rest ... well ... at least for awhile ...

Funny how these things happen ... especially after you go to church ( Muslims = Mosque , Indians / Chinese = Temple, Others = I dunno ? ) ... to me ... I connected with God today during Mass ... and now I have a sense of relief ...

You know what is the appropriate conclusion to this posting ???,

The word ...


THANK YOU !!!

• thank you to you !

• thank you to colours !

• thank you to rain !

• thank you to you again !

• thank you to flowers !

• thank you to TV !

• thank you to friends !

• thank you to dreams !

• thank you to sleep !

• thank you ...

PS : Incase you didn't already know

... sssshhhh ! ...

don't tell anyone

... it's just that ...

I think ... I am ...

CRAZY !!!

SSSSSHHHHH !!!! I said not so loud !!! ...

- ... ooo ... I'm having a zoinks! moment ... ( inside joke ) -

-conRad-

A Million , Trillion , Gazillion laughs !!!

This one is just too funny not to share:

Donald Rumsfeld is giving the president his daily briefing. He concludes by saying: "Yesterday, three Brazilian soldiers were killed in an accident"

"OH NO!" the President exclaims. "That's terrible!"

His staff sits stunned at this display of emotion, nervously watching as the president sits, head in his hands.

Finally, the President looks up and asks.........."How many is a Brazillion, anyway??!"

*After The Archery Dinner In Times Square *

-( I'm on the far left next to Buzzy , in the checkered shirt )-

The Cocoon Crack !

Ok, so, ignoring the fact that only 2 of my dear friends posted their views for my last entry ... I have made the decision to fight for something that I really want to do ... I'm just waiting for everything to fall into place to make my argument against my dad's idea of me living my life !

Straying to a positive note, Sonia has finally found someone new ... and I really like him ... ( in the 'repeated' words of Theen Yoong ), to be frank, ... He's really cool ! ... I find Shamalan ( I think that's how it's spelled ??? ) ... is a very suitable person for Sonia ... If she's happy , I'm happy ! ... I just hope she takes it slow this time ... I hope they both, don't run into things too fast !!! ...

Slowly, I tire of learning ... nothing really enters my head ... I don't have the drive-force to pull me through another day of schooling ! I wanted to see the counselor today but to my dismay, she couldn't be found !!! I traveled the whole school finding for her ... I need her help to dissuade my dad from holding me trapped in the clutches of STPM ! ... Alas, it was not my day ...

I had lunch today at Nando's with Sonia and Shamalan ( still wondering if this was the right spelling ??? ) ... We all chatted and laughed away especially after I explained what had happened to Sonia today ... HaHaHa ! ssssshhhhh ... *hush , hush * ) ...

As we were heading to the LRT Station , both Sonia and I were arguing with Thiru ( who joined us later today ) that our choice of what to wear to his house for Deepavali was good ... but as usual, Thiru would think that he knows best ( how sad ... ) and what we were going to wear would look awful ... We'll show him !!!

Great !!! Tomorrow I have tuition and I don't feel like going ... Thank God its only an hour and a half !!! ...

Pray hard for me that everything will go smooth for me when I finally talk to my dad !!! I need all the help I can get ... Thanks in advanced ...

-conRad-

Torn, Cut So Deep, Bleeding ! ( I need people to post their opinions in the 'comments' ... Help !!! please ... read on ... )

Funny how life offers you two options ... two doors ... two lifelines ... but only one choice ... one final decision ... a decision that'll pave a new path or start a new chapter in life ... in my life ! ... I now have to make that final choice, and I'm torn ... I'm scared that I would be a fool somewhere stuck between the pages of on the road not taken ( a poem by Robert Frost ) ... for I plan to travel pass the road that was less traveled by and make a mark long-lasting in the crowd ...

So, in simple words and not the jumbled up -conRad- language ( above ... ) , I plan to leave form 6 and not take STPM ! ... I love the media arts and I see myself happy and comfortable there ( doing what I like ! ) ... many say that there is no future there ... that many are jobless for Malaysia has no future for this line of work ... but I feel I can make a difference ... I have thought this through ... I have planned my life in this field of work carefully ( or so I think ? ) ... I have been exposed to this line of work before and I loved it ... I have the passion to make this a reality !!! My friends and a few teachers have told me that media studies ( broadcasting arts ) is the thing for me to do ...

If you ask me what I plan to do after STPM ... I can't tell you because I don't know !!! Plus , my results aren't very encouraging ... and I definitely have no interest in doing anything science related !!! ... so, lets say that after I sit for STPM and get my results and it's not very good ... what is any university going to offer me ??? Obviously nothing science related ... duh !

I'm very much arts inclined ( I love writing and making my media-oriented ideas into reality ... )

Unfortunately, how do I make my parents see this ??? I need help !!! I need opinions ... advice !!! Help !!! My father views this choice of mine degrading and pointless ... He says I'll suffer and that I won't be able to survive with the salary I might get ... I'm sad and confused but I really want to go on with this idea of leaving STPM ...

I know that financially it will be hard ... but there are loans provided and I'm willing to pay it off all by myself !!! ... I can do this ! And yet I am torn ... please share your opinions ... It will be deeply appreciated ...

Thank you in advance ...

-conRad-

Aiyak !

I know it may be silly but I feel alone ( at this moment in time ) ... and yet I'm smiling eventhough inside of me I feel sad and lost ... It has nothing to do with me, but it has to do with someone special in my life ( no , I have no girlfriend just friends ) I hate to see people hurting because I feel it too ( like tiny fingers tugging at my heartstrings ) ... it makes me want to cry but there isn't enough of tears in me to do so ... I can be there for that person and yet feel totally useless ... why has hurt affected us so much ??? ... Wish there was a cure ...

The thing is ... why do I let it affect me so much ??? ... stupid hyper-emotions of mine !!! Couldn't I be blessed with something much more useful, like the gift of healing or wiping clean peoples memories or something ???

Ok, so the feeling of loneliness is not only due to the previous fact ... I feel this way especially when I cannot relate to a person . I lose interest in the person and stay mad at them for no apparent reason !!! Maybe I should stop taking hormonal pills ??? ( I'm kidding ... sheesh ... !!! )

Besides that, I feel alone because I see so many friends of mine having their significant other ... whilst I still have nobody to share an emotional connection ( called L.O.V.E ) with !!! Many who have shared this connection with me have ended up hurting me beyond compare ... I have been hurt to many times , wether it has to do with love or not ... I'm so totally screwed up ...

I have learned now to take things slowly ... let fate take it's course ... I will grow from this somehow ... the time now is not right ... I keep telling myself this almost everyday ... and I do lose hope and falter into the depths of despair ... but I also learned to never backdown and fight ... let us just hope I have enough strength to carry on in life with " life's brief candle " in one hand and the other hand free ( empty ) ... so I can grab onto God's hands ( usually he works through people, especially through friends ) everytime he pulls me out from the valley of darkness ...

PS : Some things typed here were never know by most of my friends ... this is why I created this blog ... to let people in on my life ... sort of like " Reality TV " ... i think ??? ... another secret ? : I'm totally afraid of other people's opinion !!! I'm so freaky ... and I think I'm going to regret later for typing this ... Great !!! more stress then ... and when I'm down ... I still walk with a smile ... but my bestfriends know whats going on ... but to others , I put up this totally happy person, just to hide away from the pain ...

Another PS : This was totally inspired after reading debbi's blog ... It kinda triggered a chord in my brain or something ...

-conRad-

Whoops ! I got Tagged !!!

Wow !!! really didn't expect to get tagged , especially twice in a day ... all thanx to Denise

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10 years ago
- I made it to my first "Hari Anugerah" in school ... Oh Yeah ! I took part in a competition at Cheras Leisure Mall, representing my school ... sadly, on the day of the competition, everything went wrong ... My buzzer took a long time to work ... so, in every question my buzzer would light up the last !!! ( I knew every answer to every question !!! ) and I scored nothing ... I went home crying .. sad, sad !!!

5 years ago
- I started Secondary Schooling in S.M.K Bandar Tasik Selatan ... This was where I found out how politics existed in schools ... I became Vice-President for the English Language Society ... At this period of my life, education was taken lightly ... I was interested in gossip and taking part in things, other than studying ... Hence, very bad results !!!

1 year ago
- Suffered severe depression and stress ( until it affected my eye-sight ) which is why I'm wearing specs now !!! ... One of my worst years ever ... Everything was like crashing down on me ... The only good thing ? ... Having great friends and becoming closer to Miss Chiang ( I miss all of you guys !!! )

Yesterday
- Decided to get my bank account done ... took a long time ... Skipped school ( Thank God !!! ) ... only 11 people were in my class ... we are all lazy bums !!!

5 snacks I enjoy
- Chocolate ( Cadbury ) , sweets ( mostly Mentos and Juices !!! ) , Cookies ( Famous Amos ) , Tau Foo Fa ( I think it's spelled that way ??? ) , and slices of cakes ( Secret Recipe or from certain bakeries )

5 songs I know all the words to
- Any of Britney Spears' songs , I Turn To You ( Christina Aguilera ), It's Like That and Through The Rain(Mariah Carey) , A few of Kelly Clarkson's songs ( Since You Been Gone, Behind These Hazel Eyes, Because Of You , Beautiful Disaster ) , Hilary Duff's too ( Why Not , Come Clean , Wake Up , This Is What Dreams Are Made Off ) ... and many more

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars
- BUY x3 ( books, cd's , clothes , stuff ) ... go to a slimming centre .... Donate to a charity and my church.... save into my bank and collect interest ....go and see a Britney Spears concert

5 places I would runaway to
- Italy , a bookstore , Sonia or buzzy's house , Disneyland , and if possible, to Britney's house .. HaHaHa ... !!!

5 things I would never wear
- I dunno ??? I haven't come to a decision like that before ...

5 favourite TV shows
- Desperate Housewives, Friends, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Charmed, Lost, One Tree Hill ( Oops ! terlebih ! ) ... and many more

5 bad habits
- I get grumpy and take it out on my siblings, I sometimes bite my nails ( mostly when I'm nervous ), I over eat, I get down on my self easily, I get a bit too annoying to others

5 biggest joys
- singing , dancing, crapping, hanging out with friends, and sleeping ( relaxing )

5 favourite toys
- my board games !!!, my computer , my stereo , the idiot box and other unknown stuff that I'll come across and play with it ...

5 fictional characters I would date
- Gabriel ( Desperate Housewives )
- Buffy
- Kim Possible
- Rachel ( Friends)
- Phoebe ( Friends )

5 people I tag to do this

• Edmund
• Buzzylla
• Debbi
• Michelle
• Thiru

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Seven things you plan to do before you die:
Travel around the world, go to all the Disneyland's ever made , write a book , produce...direct ... and star in my own TV show , find and marry the one I was meant for , have a family, meet Britney Spears and The Pope !!!

Seven things I can do:
uuuuhhhh .... cook ( a bit ) ... write really sappy love letters ... be sarcastic ... annoy people to death ... be really cruel when someone manages to piss me off ... express openly everything and anything ... direct a short commercial or music video ...

Seven celebrity crushes:
Britney Spears
Teri Hatcher
Sarah Michele Gellar
Eva Longoria
Hilary Duff
Annelise Van-Der Pool
Courtney Cox

Seven often-repeated words
" U Sure Ar "
" Watever "
" Bitch " ( for certain people... in a joking kinda way )
" Stupid/ Idiot "
" What "
" Huh "
" I dunno "

Seven physical traits I look for in the opposite sex
Beautiful Eyes
Open-mindedness ( well it shows !!! )
A sweet smile
Loves food ( optional )
Is a bit of an extrovert
When I look at her ... I feel happy instantly ( ok so it's technically not a physical trait )
Oh Yeah !!! I forgot !!! Must Have long hair ... I like long hair

Seven tags go

• Buzzylla
• Christopher
• Michelle
• Debbi
• Edmund
• Sonia
• Stephanie

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-conRad-

My Laziness Knows No Boundaries ( COOL ! )

My friends say I'm to long winded when I blog ... Maybe today they'll be happy ... ? ( you know who you are ... )

Skipped school today to create a new bank account in Maybank ... I woke up damn late( aaaahhhhh ... ) ... lazed around the house for awhile and helped my mom prepare the food for lunch ... my mom was hurrying everything up, so to not be late to go and create my account later ... unfortunately ... my dad decided to take my mom's car to work today ...

While waiting for the car to return , I went to get a hair cut ... I only thinned the thick hair that I have ... it gets so hot at times ... ! No major difference in how I look ...

It was 3pm and the car wasn't at home ... the banks close at 3.30pm !!! I started getting restless ... and around 3.10pm .. the car arrived ... I automatically zoomed to it and went to the banks !!! ( no I didn't get to drive the car ... Mom still won't let me !!! ) As I was applying for my new account , I found out that the account will only be ready on Monday !!! W.T.F Man !!! ... I needed the account number on Monday to give my teacher !!! I went home disgruntled ...

I'm tired now ... waiting for The O.C to come on TV soon ... Ok ! I'm gonna have dinner now ! ... Till another day where something much more interesting happens !!! ... Wow ! I still typed a lot of stuff !!! HeHeHe ... !

-conRad-

BOREDOM ... The Sign Of One Having No Life ...

I tried to publish another post but with no intention of continuing the previous posting even as I had promised in the blog earlier ... To my dismay , after passionately typing out the trails of my day ... my post ... gets wiped out !!! ... Blogger was having it's usual once-in-a-blue-moon maintenance !!! ( I had stupidly forgotten to save a draft of my posting !!! ...) Great !!! Soon , I lost interest in blogging and decided to stay away for a day or two ...

Now I'm here !!! Blogging !!! ... Today was yet another dull and uneventful day ... Met Sonia in the LRT train, and we started to debate about when was the next FSC meeting and other stupid usual stuff ( that we put on hold because we were chatting on the phone too long the other day ..., Sonia's phone battery died out, like always ...)

Classes were as boring as it could be ... maybe to the exclusion of MUET, we had our listening test today !!! It was quite easy to say the least ... Chemistry was a bit horrible because Mr.Kali asked me to get his handphone charger out of the car ... as I unlocked the car and opened the door , the alarm rang !!! My second attempt proved to be as embarrassing as the first, and worse when Mr.Kali came out of the lab screaming at me to get away from his precious car, somewhat like Gollum and the Ring !!! ( note the bitter sarcasm ... ) ...

Now, I'm at the computer, finding ways to drive boredom away ...but it's not working !!! I'm so lazy to even type anything right now ... *sigh*... I guess I'll shut off for now ... TTFN !!! ... the pic is off Buzzy ...I thought it looked cool !!! better than being bored ...

-conRad-

YESTERDAY'S STORY !

Phew ... !!! It's been ages since I last blogged ( I so miss blogging ... Imagine all that pent up anger and frustration ... ) ... The reason I couldn't come online or blog my head off was because the internet connection was suspended, didn't pay the bill ... HAHA ! ... Finally !!! I'm Back !!! Yay !!! ...

So, back to the main reason why I'm here typing ... ( "Er To Tha Beat" - Nelly is playing in the background ... cool song ) ... I was so dreading the day that was yesterday. Well , for one thing , the president of the Archery Club ( VITAC ) sends an sms to me ( the day before yesterday ) asking me to invite about sixty people to the Archery Annual General Meeting ( AAGM ) ... I started sms-ing like a mad person , begging people to go and attend it !!! ... I was frantic ... plus ! , the Form Six Council ( FSC ) was having it's inter-class competition and I was supposed to show up and help handle a few stuff ... everything was causing me to rethink about going to school ( besides those events ... I had two exams on that day , Biology [ which was ok ] and Maths [ don't bother wondering how was the DAMN exam !!! ]...)

Anyways, the day that was yesterday came ... and a great weight was holding me down(dread) ...the night before wasn't a good night ( my aunty who was supposed to leave a few days ago was finally leaving THAT DAY ... the problem was , her daughter was supposed to stop by my house in the 'early' evening ... she ( my cousin ) came at 11.30 pm !!! ... I had such a bad sleep ... ) ... ( cool !!! " We Be Burnin' - Sean Paul " ) ... the next morning ,I reached school after having quite a fun time in the LRT ( laughing like an idiot infront of people ) with Sonia ...

Ok ! Ok ! long story in short ... Copied my way through the Biology exam ( well not really ... only 5% was only copying ...) ... and sleeping away ( for 3 hours ) through the maths exam ..., HaHa ? The AAGM got off to a rocky start ( trying to be honest ) ... but after minor bumps ... we all got through it ... I decided to screw ( sorry ! ) the FSC competition , and help out with the AAGM more ... ( well ... how many things do you want me to do at one time? , I wasn't really needed for the competition anyway , I'm the secretary for the Archery Club ... I think I made the right choice ... right ? ... UGH !!! ... "decisions , decisions !" ) ...

The AAGM ended around 2.30pm and I needed to rush back home quickly ( I had church to go to ... or so I thought ... ) ... the moment I reached home, my grandmother decided that the whole family should go to church the next day ( today !!! - in the wee hours ... )... at least I had time to rest before my family left to go for a party celebrating my dad's friend's ( Uncle K ) 5o'th birthday party ...

As we left to the party ... I dreaded the day again ... I was worried that I wouldn't know anyone there ( usually if this happens , I sit in one corner , to afraid to make a fool of myself ... I don't click with the people that will be there and I was afraid of meeting old enemies ... ) ... When we reached the party , it was a surprise to know that we were the first guest arriving ... after a while of totally unknown guests arriving , my moms friend whom I knew came !!! I was so ecstatic. I chatted with my mom's friend about politics and the world and all its problems .. it was fun ... I like having this kinda conversations ... To top it off , my friend Laura came too !!! I hanged out with her for the rest of the night , catching up on old times and new beginnings ...That was a great night ... Uncle K was emotional , he was happy that his family and friends came to celebrate his 50 years on earth !!! ( CHEERS TO THAT !!! ) ... overall , the party was great ...

Sadly though , I had to leave early ( around 10.35pm ) ... I so wanted to join Laura and go clubbing with her that night ... !!! I couldn't , I had church the next morning , but we both did make a promise to invite each other the next time we go clubbing ... can't wait for that day ( soon ... around this week , I guess ??? )...

I reached home all stuffed and tired ... went online for awhile ... posted a pic on the geekbitches blog and went off to sleep ...

The next part of this story ( the events of today ) will continue later , ... it'll be short ...

-conRad-

I'M BACK...!!! AND I'M TIRED, AND BORED, AND SLEEPY, AND ANGRY ...(THIS CAN GO ON AND ON AND ON ...)