Bantering On And On.
Worried. I am worried.
School is becoming a little like a jam on a Malaysian highway after 5pm. So many things at one time. The Form Six Council is having a huge strain on it's back. The Board Of Monitors is quite disorganized. Classmates seem like Osama Bin Laden. Me ? I feel like Hitler or maybe the Queen of Hearts from Alice In Wonderland ... "Off with their heads !!!"
Sometimes I wonder why I take on so much responsibilities ? Then Sonia strikes me with a remark like, "Cos, you can never say N O !"
Maybe I just regret not being able to share anything with someone closer than a 'friend' ... if you know what I mean ... No no ! That's not it ! I feel free without being tied up in a relationship. Plus with the luck I've been having, I think I'll just remain single, thank you very much.
The PA exam seemed quite calming. I mean, I wasn't panicky or shaky. I'm just hoping I did well.
So much work ! I need to study ... errr ... I mean practice my math and type out a few paragraphs for the orientation booklets and and, ... I still want to watch American Idol ! I'm just too tired to lift my hands and eyes and coordinate it to focus on my ever so dusty math book. I think I'm giving in into my dark side. The side where I just want to be an American Biker. You know, the people who have no responsibilities and 'bike' around the U.S like a free bird.
Ok, snapping out of my daze ! I'm having those 'I wish' moments. You know what ? The truly Malaysian way to say something at a time like this is, "Wateverla"
-wateverla-
Worried. I am worried.
School is becoming a little like a jam on a Malaysian highway after 5pm. So many things at one time. The Form Six Council is having a huge strain on it's back. The Board Of Monitors is quite disorganized. Classmates seem like Osama Bin Laden. Me ? I feel like Hitler or maybe the Queen of Hearts from Alice In Wonderland ... "Off with their heads !!!"
Sometimes I wonder why I take on so much responsibilities ? Then Sonia strikes me with a remark like, "Cos, you can never say N O !"
Maybe I just regret not being able to share anything with someone closer than a 'friend' ... if you know what I mean ... No no ! That's not it ! I feel free without being tied up in a relationship. Plus with the luck I've been having, I think I'll just remain single, thank you very much.
The PA exam seemed quite calming. I mean, I wasn't panicky or shaky. I'm just hoping I did well.
So much work ! I need to study ... errr ... I mean practice my math and type out a few paragraphs for the orientation booklets and and, ... I still want to watch American Idol ! I'm just too tired to lift my hands and eyes and coordinate it to focus on my ever so dusty math book. I think I'm giving in into my dark side. The side where I just want to be an American Biker. You know, the people who have no responsibilities and 'bike' around the U.S like a free bird.
Ok, snapping out of my daze ! I'm having those 'I wish' moments. You know what ? The truly Malaysian way to say something at a time like this is, "Wateverla"
-wateverla-
posted by -conRad- at 5:10 PM
2 Comments:
I also have such moments. Of course I dont dream about being a biker chick la.. Bicycle also cannot ride properly, what more a motorbike. Muahahhahhaha!
-hazel-
I don't know wether I still can ride a bicycle or not ? It's been a very long time since I've been on one ! I'm such a city boy ... You read my blog ? Since when ? I read yours too ... loved your lyrics to the R. Kelley song.
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